The month of my healing

I am going to tell you a story and it is a story of my healing.

I am going to tell you a story about the way I have been feeling

There were days so dark that I could not get out of bed

And voices in my head told me I would be better off dead

There were days when I would just cry and cry

And there were days where I just wanted to die

There were two times in my life where I wrote a message saying bye

And then came the most beautiful month

And I knew that it would be the month of my healing

I feel like a completely different person

There are people that won’t understand

The words that they will say

Are why don’t you pray?

But I know it’s hard

Because I have been there

And I didn't want to move

I could happily lie there for hours and not do a thing

But then I read and heard the Quran

Made Dua to my Lord every single day

Attended gatherings which told me the meaning

And through the grace of Allah it led to my healing